Friday, December 13, 2013

Observation #1 - My Story

What I saw on day one:


After finding some parking in the back of Mt Pleasant High school I hustled around to the front in order to make it to my observation on time. Walking through the front door I remembered that the main office was actually located on the second floor. This caught me off guard and it did not take me long to lose my bearings. Quickly, I approached the closest student and asked for directions. He spoke broken English. He gave me directions to which I responded with, “gracias, tener un buen dia.” Not having expected this, the student beamed said the same to me and was on his way. The main office was unlike any office I have seen. It took a while for the office attendants to acknowledge my existence in the unwelcoming void of a space that was the main office. I was checked in and given vague directions on where to go. As I made my way to the classroom there was an abundance of students in the halls, well after the bell had rung. There were a few “authority figures” ushering kids through the halls shouting the occasional, “move it slow pokes” “get where you’re supposed to be” and “you’re late!” Just as I was thinking to myself how crazy it was that so many kids were still moseying in the hallway, I realized that I was late myself. Feeling as if I had already blown it, I jogged to my respective classroom. Much to my surprise it did not seem that I was late for anything. There was a thick blanket of commotion laid over the classroom. I waived my hellos to the teacher and teacher assistant and quickly took my seat in the rear of the room, waiting for the teacher to wrangle her students into silence. As the teacher was coaxing the students to settle in I was allotted a few minutes to observe the room. The desks were configured in small groups of three to four students – while this allowed the teacher to navigate easily around the classroom it was difficult for her to keep an eye on everyone at once and to maintain order. The high ceilings, the teacher’s difficult to hear speaking voice, and the wide spread room were all components to why the class was so rowdy. The class is rather small with 16 students, split down the middle between Hispanic and Black with the exception of one Caucasian student. Based off of body language and the unwillingness to settle down, no one seems overly excited to learn.
Once the lesson finally begins, more and more students begin to pay attention. There are two groups of two that seem to be the most unfocussed. They exhibit constant chatter and total disinterest is the lesson. When they are noticed by the teacher and asked to pay attention, the students take immediate offense – this will continues throughout the remainder of the class.
Two thirds of the students offer their hand when asked to participate during the course of the class. When it comes to sharing ideas and answers students are reluctant at first. The teacher does a good job at encouraging the students to share. She does not accept plain “yes” or “no” or “I don’t know.” She says that those or any answer is acceptable as long as you provide evidence to back it.
I think the biggest deterrent to learning that day was the structure of the lesson. It was no fault of the teacher’s, however. Classes at Mt Pleasant are very regimented and come with multiple “cookie-cutter” formats and work sheets that the teachers have to include in their lessons. The lesson may have been somewhat interesting to the students, but that was lost with the mundane assignment that needed to be completed. Each student had a three ring binder for the class filled with vocab and comprehension sheets. There is no wonder that students are so uninterested with what the teacher has to say.
To the teacher’s credit, she seems to have a great rapport with her students. She is able to joke around with them and they seem to respect her.
The hour seemed like a whirlwind. It was quite an observation, which honestly, left me with a few anxieties about teaching. The main worry I have is about having control over my classroom. As a control freak, I want to make sure that I have my student’s undivided attention. I know that each lesson plan is going to have to pack a punch in order to keep everyone engaged. I certainly do not want to be the teacher that barks orders and demands, “quiet” and for students to “pay attention” but I do not want to be so laid back that students think it is okay to speak when others are speaking. This leads me to wonder whether or not the teacher I’m observing has classroom rules. Although it seems like a juvenile thought to have “rules” it think it is important to have a standard set of guidelines and expectations.
I’m glad that everything I have observed so far can be taken away as a personal lesson in what to do, what not to do, and what to do better.   

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